I am aching to hold Ben one more time. I sleep with his baby blanket from the hospital b/c then it feels like im holding him. I miss him so much it hurts. Sometimes it hurts so much and i miss him so much i can't breathe.
Been there.... and still go there every once in a while. The baby blanket sounds so familiar. I still have Nicholas' in my nightstand... I suppose I always will.
So, so sorry... you are so early on in your journey. It's so, so hard.
Been there.... and still go there every once in a while. The baby blanket sounds so familiar. I still have Nicholas' in my nightstand... I suppose I always will.
ReplyDeleteSo, so sorry... you are so early on in your journey. It's so, so hard.
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